1-29-11

Well he finally opened up to me and things are good, better than ever

You're so afraid to continue what we have. You know something's there. You feel just as much as I do when you touch me. You like it just as  much as I do when you kiss me. It's just you're pulling away now because you know that if you don't pull away soon, you might find yourself falling in love, and I don't think you're prepared for that.

I'm starting to feel like it ain't alright how can you care if I dont cross your mind cause i say i wanna talk but you just push me away. Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay never thought that loving you would hurt me this way but I'm the only one to blame cause I know im saying its ok, it's alright i put the pain away and let it slide i forgive and forget it and then you promise me I wont regret it but i do, it's not right because I turn around and let it slide and im crazy for thinking that someday you'll change things when you keep on crossing the line something about you won't let me go maybe it's better being alone i keep saying im gonna move on but it's so hard when your all that i love.

BOY YOU HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO ME

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

When will i be good enough for you?

                                    YOU
You were my everything. You were there when i was sad and lonely. You made me feel special. You made me feel like i was the only girl in the world. You had the power to make my day. You called me your girl. You said i was the ONE for you. You told me i was beautiful when i looked a mess. You told me forever.

                                Then you

Then you became my nothing. Then you weren't there.  Then you mad me feel like shit. Then you made my day turn upside down and made it completely horrible. Then you said i wasn't your girl. Then you thought fuck her feelings she ain't the one for me. You then never complimented me anymore. Then you told me never.

I never wanted a fairytale cause baby we all know they ain't real. All i ever wanted was to be with you, i wanted to make you laugh and smile and comfort you through the hard times. I wanted to be with you forever especially sense you put the idea in my head. I wanted to take your last name. I wanted to be the only girl. But you lied and took me for granted when something better came along right? Or is it because i am beautiful and everything you ever wanted and more but you are to scared? What are you scared of? Cause we were real me and you. I loved the sound of that ME & YOU! But i wont beg you to stay, your lose. Even though i will be sad and miss you and maybe even cry a little well i guess you had nothing to lose when you left me but know I'm loosing everything cause boy you where my everything.